After 8+ years of photographing natural light lifestyle photography, it's been refreshing to dive into the world of remote flash and a studio posing. I completed my studies of photography at SAIT in 2014 and have since, never put the camera down. I specialize in photographing live births at the hospital, lifestyle newborn and maternity portraits. And, let me tell you, there's nothing like controlled lighting and environment.
Confronting Negativity in Boudoir Photography
As I pivot into boudoir photography the amount of hate received has increased ten fold. Insecure, angry and traumatized individuals unfortunately feel the need to voice their discontent in my comments and DMs. Just the other day 6 pieces of content and my IG profile was reported wrongfully as per usual. This is a regular and annoying occurrence. Only to be restored time and time again. My content admittedly is inherently sensual though not perverse and social media ends up having to recognize my content follows guidelines, apologize and reinstate it every time. However, by then, the content pieces' reach has already been severed and is rendured useless for the algorithm.
Misconceptions and Stereotypes
Recently, a very mad netizen commented on my IG. In the comment, they accused me of Asian fishing and insulted me along with my art. Not first time and definitely won't be the last. This upset netizen attempted to invalidate my work and the effort that goes into successful curated photoshoots. I wasn't offended, I know my talents and skills. However, it did highlight a reoccurring widespread stereotype online and in real life conversation, that all OF and spicy cosplayer "girls" are just ignorant, uneducated hookers taking pictures in their underwear. And that these women can't possibly be happy. Oh how wrong and further from the truth you are young Padawans for thinking in this way. Have you ever heard of second hand embarrassment? Yeah...😬
Being an OnlyFans creator or a cosplayer is often misunderstood as indicative of someone's happiness or societal success. In reality, these pursuits are forms of creative expression and entrepreneurship that allow individuals to explore their passions and connect with audiences on their own terms.
Happiness and success should be defined by personal fulfillment and the ability to pursue one's interests freely, rather than by societal standards or misconceptions about these industries. A plethora of these creators are educated, have careers, are in healthy and successful relationships, have families and have a very strong concept and awareness of themselves. It's time to re-write the narrative. Consumers and creators of this niche and community happen to also be the suite and tie on the bus or the nurse at the doctor's office, they look and live just like you and me- normal. They are you and me. Our likes, hobbies and interests are similar. Our lives lived just like anyone else's. Why the stigma?
My Content and Asian Fishing⁉️
I want to address this accusation directly and clarify that my content does not fit into the definition of Asian fishing. My work is rooted in respect for all cultures and aims to celebrate beauty in its diverse forms. As a Latina, I go out of my way to be depicted as natural as possible, leaving imperfections such as stretch marks and blemishes on the skin. I hardly wear makeup, focusing strictly on my natural features and body.
Representation is of extreme importance to me. My goal is to present an authentic version of myself and to encourage others to embrace their natural beauty. The constant pressures of the Beauty industry and others alike has everyone believing such upsidedown opinions of themselves. You're uniquely beautiful just the way you are and can still be a (insert your dream here!)
Cosplay is a diverse and inclusive hobby that spans cultures and interests. While anime characters may originate from Japan, cosplay—especially in the realm of intimate photography—celebrates creativity and personal expression beyond cultural boundaries. Anime characters, for instance, are often drawn with features that resemble a range of inspirations, not limited to specific ethnic traits, such as cats. Wild example, can you believe it?
The term "Asian fishing" is derogatory and offensive because it implies altering one's appearance to mimic Asian features for personal gain. This practice undermines cultural identities and promotes harmful stereotypes. In contrast, my approach to gravure and boudoir photography is about authenticity and empowerment, capturing individuals as they are without changing their natural features. A standard I hold myself to.
Celebrating Boudoir Art and Gravure Idol Culture
The world of boudoir and intimate photography is about empowerment, confidence, and artistry. It’s about helping individuals see and embrace their own beauty, often in ways they never thought possible. It requires a deep understanding of lighting, posing, and composition—skills honed over years of practice and dedication.
An inspiring and often misunderstood aspect of the intimate photographic world is the culture surrounding gravure photography. For example, gravure idols. Originating in Japan, gravure idols are models who are celebrated for their beauty and often photographed in swimwear or lingerie, but in an artistic and tasteful manner. The models rise in popularity and trend, gaining an audience fan base or community along the way. This culture emphasizes a celebration of femininity and beauty, blending elements of fashion, art, and personal expression.
Gravure photography is about more than just the images; it’s about capturing the confidence, charm, and personality of the models. This approach aligns closely with my goals in boudoir photography—empowering individuals to embrace their beauty and feel confident in their own skin. The techniques and styles from gravure photography have influenced my work, helping me to create images that are both elegant and evocative.
Creating successful curated photoshoots requires significant financial investment and knowledge. The quality of the final images is often a reflection of the resources invested in the process. Here’s a breakdown of some of the key investments:
Sensitivity & Perfessionalism: Boudoir photography is priced higher due to its specialized nature, requiring exceptional sensitivity and professionalism. Photographers must create a safe, comfortable environment, expertly handle lighting and posing, and often provide personalized consultations and styling. The investment required further contributes to the premium cost, ensuring clients receive stunning, memorable images.
Ultimately, the pricing reflects the photographer's expertise, the personalized and professional experience provided, and the creation of high-quality, memorable images that clients cherish.
The Financial Investment in Gear: High-quality cameras and lenses are the foundation of professional photography. A full-frame DSLR or mirrorless camera can cost anywhere from $1,500 to $3,500, while professional lenses range from $800 to $2,500 each. My camera is hitting the 10 year mark, still works phonomenally, still expensive.
Lighting Equipment: Good lighting is crucial. Studio strobes, softboxes, and light modifiers are essential for controlled lighting setups. A basic professional lighting kit can start at $1,000 and go up to $5,000 or more for advanced setups.
Wardrobe and Props: For boudoir and themed photoshoots, investing in a diverse wardrobe and props is necessary. Quality lingerie, costumes, makeup, hair, accessories and props can cost hundreds to thousands of dollars, depending on the variety and quality. Lets not even get started on the time spent making them from scratch!
Studio Space: Renting or maintaining a studio space is another significant expense. Studio rentals can cost anywhere from $120 per hour to $500 for couple hours more. While owning a studio involves costs for rent, utilities, and maintenance.
Education and Training: Staying updated with the latest techniques and trends requires continuous learning. Workshops, online courses, and certifications can range from a few hundred to several thousand dollars. An example of the subtle details taken into account for a single pose;